you know what? asuka is my fav character in Tekken actually :) she's smart, pretty and has beautiful eyes. Her name is Asuka Kazama, cousin of Jin Kazama-the protagonist character in Tekken (serine, kalo biasa kamu bilang). She's just like you perhaps. but you got longer haircut.
Eniwei, I've read all your tweets. well, almost. I dont have time to read it all. There's just one conclusion. You really love that man. Yess! that marriage man. Is it wrong? well, it'll depend on your perception of faith and karma :)
Actually, asuka, I would like to say that if you really think that he is the best for you, why dont you keep tryin to get him? Exception is only when you realize that he is just a coward man. a man that want to keep cheating rather than separated with his wife and get you in his arms. I guess this is the best suggestion from a friend, go get him.